Don't Panic Yeeeeeesh. I haven't updated in a while.

Here I am, on the eve of my twentieth birthday, and what am I doing? Comparing headphones and thinking of doing another comic book.

(I don't see what's wrong with the basic Apple earbuds. They sound great if you jam them deep enough into your ears. Sony's offering, on the other hand, has really good treble response. Good enough to give you a headache.)

Drawing and writing are pretty deeply engrained into my spirit, even if I don't have much motivation for either (writing is easier for me - I just finished a short story, possibly to be published later). Hence comes the Conflict brewing inside me: I have a tendency to either become absolutely obsessed with computers, or absolutely obsessed with art.

The question is, which side do I want to win? Given the choice, I would choose to have as little to do with computers as I could. But the Conflict isn't so simple... my obsession with computers is more like an addicition than anything else. Very difficult to escape.

Has anyone else been in a similar situation? I mean, jeez. I've been struggling with this for years, with no improvement.  ¶ 10:22 PM