The Strength to Move On I need to draw more, y'know?

I have a lot of pent-up creativity. Very little to show for it as well. But I also have some psychological issues blocking me up as well. It's very frustrating.

And then, of course, there's the question of whether or not I'm using these possible psychological problems as a crutch to avoid doing work.

What I know for sure is that it seems I'm afraid to chase after my own dreams, and it's very hard to break out of this mentality. I'm afraid to. On the other hand, I don't want to be weak and petty for the rest of my life.

I'll ask myself again, for the hundredth-odd time: how the hell so I get out of this?  ¶ 11:03 PM